First post

This will be my very first.and.saddening.post.to me.
You might not even care,but I do.It concerns me alot and I just had to let it out.She changed,that one amazing,pretty,thoughtful,depressed girl changed.Ever since her mom stopped nagging,she became worst.Let's just say,gangster.
She's been insulting me alot,using her debate skills on me and threating me alot more different than any other of my friends out there.If I cut,will I forget this moment?
I know she's been having a good life,and bad life because she's been lonely.But I feel lonelier,even when I have a family.I tried to get along with them,I'm studying at my best.I just wanna...be their best friends but they seem to dislike me.What have I done wrong?If I cut,will this moment be forgotten?
Lastly,I've been having sudden scars and forgetfulness karma everyday.I felt like,someone talked about me or so,but hold on.Stay strong.
Only a little scratch,that won't hurt more.